I was supposed to have my wisdom teeth removed around November but the Original doctor would not do it because he want to run C0vid test on me before the surgery, i got another option and that lady said I could wait a year or possibly not have them removed at all. Middle of last month one got impacted and it was the most agonizing pa¡n I’ve ever felt in my life and on emergen¢y notice i had all four removed and was discharged, my so called boyfriend wouldn't even come to pick me up..
While I was recovering my boyfriend came over and I was completely out of it on pain pills. He’s always wanted to have ana| s€x. I’m not opposed to it but want to work up to it. He asked me if I thought I might be able to try since I was on the pain pills and I thought he was joking so i remove my jean without a word before i could say anything, he started wearing c0nd0ms and romancing my breast and putting saliva on my pvssy
in like a seconds he was on top of me with his di¢k in my butt and I s¢reamed no so l0ud my mom heard it from the other side of the house. It hurt so freaking bad but he finished in maybe 30 seconds because he said i didn't m0an for him, so it didn’t last long.
He thought I would be upset because it didn’t last long enough for me to enjoy it but I was upset because he took advantage of me. I have tried to talked about it many times since and I feel like it was at w0rst him pushing some boundaries, at best it was a miscommunication because of the pain meds.
Now my friends who are literally like my sisters are convinced he raped me. And now they refuse to be around him because they fear for their own safety. I love them but I think they are being a little dramatic about suing him. My boyfriend is worried that they are going to say something and ruin his life and he wants me to stop hanging out with them. This isn’t possible since we’ve been friends for 13 years but I agree with him that I don’t think his life needs to be ruined over this.
nearly everyone said what I didn't want to admit to myself that I was raped. I'm having a very hard time using that word that described what happened to me because while I knew my BF was not perfect, I really did (maybe do?) love him.
Now, he is screaming at me that "how could you let your friends talk you into to something that just didn't happen?" I told him they hadn't said anything about it. He then threatened me and them basically saying that if anything happens to his career we will all regret it. I then asked him if that meant he was actually breaking up with me and he told me that no he loved me too much to ever break up with me. I asked him how could he threaten me and my friends like that and still say with the same mouth that he loved me. He was speechless for a minute and asked me what I was going to do. I said I didn't know. He then said something like "make the right choice" and hung up. Obviously we are broken up and i wish I could say I feel good about it but I don't. I'm very lost and confused.
