Few months ago, i slept with my youth pastor, my boyfriend find out and forgive me (or so i thought) he now practice different styles & position with me in bed and go like 4 times daily, today i find out I'm just a side chick in this relationship after giving him my body😭
I ¢heated on my boyfriend about six months ago. He found out through a text he saw between the guy and I.
In the text, the guy and I were discussing the S3x we had, I was actually telling the guy that though i enjoyed the sezz and all that I loved my bf and that what we did was going to be our last. But you know guys, the guy was always texting me dirty, showing me his handsome body, giving me eye etc and somehow, I enjoyed it.
I did it again the 2nd, 3rd, 6th and 10th time, My guy was disappointed when he saw what I did behind him. He asked for a break up, but I begged, and he forgave me.
I swear, after my guy found out about us, I never ever entertained the guy again. I cut him off completely, no more text, no more chat, no more eye contact and no more greeting, i only focus on my guy.
The sezz between us begins to rise, he now wants S3x every day, i can't count the number of times he knack me daily or the types of styles he practiced on me... I was thinking so cheating can make love deeper.
So just recently, I was talking to my guy about us planning for marriage since we're both in our late 20s. The text my guy sent me was, "he's already planning marriage." So I was excited and asked him why he hadn't told me anything about it yet, and his response was, "I couldn't talk to you about marriage when it's not you, I'm marrying dear." I fainted immediately, it took the intervention of my roommate and neighbours to bring me back to life.
I was hurt and shocked, so I asked him to explain further, and what he said was, he had someone he wanted to marry, so he's planning with the person. When I asked how about me, he said, "dearie, you know all you want is sezz, or isn't that why you were cheating? So I can only plan sezz with you and after I marry, you can continue with me or the youth pastor Edward ." Edward is the name of the youth pastor I cheated with.
this is someone who said he had forgiven me. After that text, he has even stopped minding me. I've been crying so hard. I love this guy with everything in me and he did this. He'll never get anyone to love him like I do. I'm so hurt and disappointed. I need someone to console me even if it’s for a week.
