confession

Hi Draxx this is not a Confession, i need an advice so I'm a 21year old lvl 300 student, i'm a girl, the issue is i find it very difficult to accept a guy's proposal, name the features you want in a lady and i have them all, i even have guys i talk to who send me money, buy me things without me asking them too but when they propose i can't accept their proposals because i see them differently when i agree to their proposals, even if i devolop feelings for them later on i feel like they are in for sex, mind you am a virgin and even sometimes i make it known to them that am not ready for sex and they always say they are ohk with anything i want but i just can't seem to love them. There is this one guy i actually liked, he proposed and i said yes everything was going on well he even bought us the US lottery to apply but for some reason i see him in a different way now, I feel like i liked him whiles we were friends but now that he's my boyfriend i don't have feelings for him again and that is how it always is. He's loaded too and he isn't afraid to spend on me, i don't know how i feel about him again because i can go a week without calling or texting him and feel oohk with it but this guy is really trying to love me like crazy, I couldn't go a day without hearing from him whiles we were still getting to know each other but now it's all different.

What should i do, i really want to have something serious with him but the feelings are not the same not only with him but with all the guys I've known