So, in 2017, started engaging in sexual intercourse with two dudes, one included anal but the other was just oral and the one with anal was the one I did it most with each time it happened, he made me feel and believe that it was all my fault and I'm corrupting him and all which me made depressed during my final years in school and made my always want to cut and die cos I mean, I was the reason why I was bringing someone to the otherside (and much later, I realized the guy had a girlfriend back when me and him were having sex but ah well)
Then in uni, I thought that it would be a change but rather, after I broke up with my, then girlfriend, I found this gay app that popped up as an ad and I checked it out and then I realized there were a lot of gays in Ghana, and even in my uni, that I did not know about and sake of that, I ended up talking to a lot of them but I never did anything with any of them.
If not for Corona, maybe that would have been a different story but God knows best.
Then in August, I started getting freaky with some of them, and by freaky I meant during intense video sexting with them but I realized I wasn't comfortable with that so I stopped but then later on, I noticed I had an issue that whenever I get extremely horny, any guy that I'm close to (on that level), I call him just to do video sex with them but after, I become depressed cos I didn't want it but luckily, it's stopped now.
This is the part where I know you'll probably hate me or reject me or something.
Soooo, a few weeks back (I think during the whole Cyril and Chrystal ordeal), I started crushing on you. I'm probably sure it started as a sexual attraction cos of your dps and how hot you are but then it changed to something else cos I started seeing how much work and change you've done for others, made me respect you more than ever (and that really was a huge deal cos I knew you from Life of a Hoe and stuff and I really thought you were too horny for your own good or some shit like that)
Then I realized you were pansexual and I swear I actually squealed like a girl and sake of that I had to tell my best friend (he knows about my sexuality and all) and he was like I should shoot my shot and what not but I'm too shy and what not so the fact that I'm even doing this mpo is shocking but ah well
So uhm, that's it
I don't know how you'll feel or react but then yeah🚶♂
