I have a boyfriend I love so much
I met him three years ago at first we were not serious because I was the busy type and also I was a virgin so I was scared of getting closer to him cus he’s way older than I am although I know he wanted a serious relationship but I wasn’t ready.
I told him our relationship won’t work because I won’t allow him to touch me, I won’t come over to his place and I won’t be spending the weekend at his place cus that’s all what relationships is all about he accepted and we started dating.
He only call once in a blue moon text Also once in a blue moon and i on the other does the same.
Despite the fact that we don’t talk too much I loved him(I do wonder if I was stupid for loving someone who is not always there)
After about 8months into the relationship we became close but not close enough cus the gap was still there but yet I still love him
Then he texted me one day to ask if I truly wanted this relationship and I replied him with “why do you ask” then he said he can’t continue staying away that he has tried I was wondering what he meant by that until he said he wanted a real relationship
So I agreed to start a real relationship
I ended up losing my virginity to him a year ago and we are still cool
I wanted to ask “Was I stupid for loving him when he was not always available “
