. am so depressed and down

am so depressed and down

 please help me on this
There's this guy I've been dating for 1 year and 4months now. We both love each other so much and I'm so use to this guy. Most of my times are with him. Months ago he found this white 64yers old lady online she's a Canadian and somehow they started dating and it's really getting to me rn his flight tickets are already booked for October so they can reunite. She promise to take care of him and stuffs like that, she sends funds too. Most time when I go to see him they are always on call for hours and then my time with him gets short. She knows everything about him aside me.
Soon he'll be leaving and he's promising to come back for me cause according them they have to marriage intention and the his plan is to make money there so he can take care of us. Im happy he's going to be having a better life soon but
What eats me up rn is communication btwn me and him isn't sure cause he won't want to hurt her and then they will leave as couples so all that is getting to me.
I'm so done with relationships aswr cause this guy completes me. I just want to be this single girl whose able to take care of herself cause rn my heart can't even love. Since we've been dating I'm had sex outside just one and I even regret it cause the guy is not close to being good in bed. 
I'm so 😔 and depressed.



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